Meh

Been feeling icky all weekend long. It like I'm dont get full blown sick, but my body is just tired and achy. I hate being sick, and honestly after having H1N1 back in early November I really feel like I deserve a damn break. LOL. I wish my body would have become immune to any kind of cold/flu after that. I've been taking my vitamin and some airborne so I hope that just kicks it to the curb by tomorrow.

I've been feeling a little drained physically and emotionally these last few days. I went out last night with my friends and it was really nice, and it felt good to get away, but I dont know I just feel drained. I feel like something is missing. My workouts have been really helpful and awesome, Beto is a great help, and Andy always keeps me on my toes, but something is missing. I know what that something is, but it's hard when that something is that someone, and that someone is gone forever. Tomorrow will be 2 months. Im really really really missing my little guy more and more.