Music

I love music, and Ive mentioned that before. Sometimes some of the music makes me cry, but Ive learned that crying can be very therapeutic. You know sometimes the song can have nothing to do with my pain, but I still find a way to make it a part of my pain. A song just can strike such a chord with me, and it something I just never forget. I like to listen to all types of music, in spanish and english. I love to hear all different types of music, but there is one song that just gets to me, and Ive always liked it. It always makes me so sad, but at the same time makes me realize exactly where my baby is at. Ive loved this song ever since Jordan died, and I know relate to it more than ever. Its "FLY" by Celine Dion. The lyrics go like this:

Fly, fly little wing
Fly beyond imagining
The softest cloud, the whitest dove
Upon the wind of heaven's love
Past the planets and the stars
Leave this lonely world of ours
Escape the sorrow and the pain
And fly again

Fly, fly precious one
Your endless journey has begun
Take your gentle happiness
Far too beautiful for this
Cross over to the other shore
There is peace forevermore
But hold this mem'ry bittersweet
Until we meet

Fly, fly do not fear
Don't waste a breath, don't shed a tear
Your heart is pure, your soul is free
Be on your way, don't wait for me
Above the universe you'll climb
On beyond the hands of time
The moon will rise, the sun will set
But I won't forget

Fly, fly little wing
Fly where only angels sing
Fly away, the time is right
Go now, find the light

Just kind of describes how I want my little angel to be. I want him to be happy, but I know I will never forget him. I never saw his face or touched his skin, but I feel him all over my heart. Honestly somedays i still can't believe this really happened to us. I just know I will never forget my little Gabriel.