blog hiatus

I can't believe I went an entire week without blogging. I missed my little page, but things have gotten so hectic around here that I just never had the time to sit down at night, and keep up. Andrea has had issues going to bed, and staying asleep. I'm not sure if she needs to have a later bedtime or she is going through a phase. Honestly, for my sanity and evening pleasure, I hope she is going through a phase. I like to have those 2 hours before my bedtime to my hubby and I. It really helps prepare for the next day.

Gabriel would have been 10 days old today, and today was my original due date. It doesn't hurt so much to know today would have been my original due date as it hurts to know he would have been 10 days old. I wish I was struggling with sleep, breastfeeding, and just being on a high of having a new baby in my arms. At last it just for whatever reason wasn't meant to be. I just hope he's out there having the time of his life in heaven.

Speaking of my boy, I made some very drastic decisions. I realized that I need a break from a lot of things, and we need to control of the things we can. I can't share those changes completely yet, but once they are finalized they will come out on here. I'm very at peace and happy with these decisions, and I look forward to what the future holds for my family.