Feeling good.

It's been a long time since I've felt this good about myself. I started out the year really well with the working out, but when I got pregnant again, and lost the 2nd baby it all kind of went to hell. I knew I had to get myself back up, but it's been hard to find the motivation. I started couch to 5k about a month ago, and man what a difference each week makes. I love it. I can actually run for longer than 30 seconds. lol. I feel my body just transforming each week.

I still need to get back into watching my diet, and I need to workout more than just the couch to 5k training, but I feel like it's a start for now, and with each week that passes by I feel the motivation to really go back and hit those hardcore workouts again is coming back. I know I need this for myself and for my spirit. It does something to me every time I do something I didnt think I could.

I hope to really pick up on the workouts as soon as we get back from the Dell's. I enjoy being out there with just my dog and pushing him. I get to reflect on the day, and its my Gabriel and I time. i think of him, and how things would be if he were here, and I just keep asking him to keep me going each day. His sister is testing my patience everyday, but I know she's worth every tear drop and every tantrum. Lol. I just tell Gabe to send me all the patience I can get, and to tell his big sister to take it easy on me.