Another son!

So we FINALLY found out the sex of this bean inside of me. It's another boy for us. We had been told at our 16 week u/s that it's most likely a boy, but at the 20 week u/s he was sorta looking like a she, but they didnt wanna confirm either way. So on Monday we finally confirmed that bean is definitely a he.

It's one of those bittersweet moments. Your life sort of revolves around your loss. I know this little guy will never replace Gabriel or be Gabriel, but something inside of me feels like he will carry a part of who Gabriel would've been. There's also that excitement of this little one being a boy, because well unfortunately, I know there are no guarantees that there will be another baby. I want another baby, but I'm not sure if that's going to happen.

For right now I'm just enjoying being almost 24 weeks pregnant, and all the aches and pains that come with it. As hard as it can get, I'm glad I have that appreciation now for every ache and pain. Makes having this baby born all that much more special.