Looking for something

These last few days I've been doing a lot of thinking. There are many changes going on in our lives right now, and so far 2011 has proven to be a great year of change. Of course our biggest thing is that our new baby boy will be here in less than 7 weeks! I can't wait to meet the little guy, and go through that newborn stage all over again!

However, there are a ton of other changes going on that we are looking forward to also. I know that every few months I'll get this crazy itch to do something. It's been a while since I've had a hobby or have gone out and done something that is just mine. I love my job as a SAHM, and I'm very fulfilled with being around my daughter everyday, but I know I need to do something that doesn't include her, the new baby, or my husband. I need something in my life that belongs to me. I plan on playing basketball again as soon as I'm cleared to after this baby is born, but I feel like I'm still missing something. I have this itch to start some type of business or something along those lines.

I'm not crafty by any means, and I'm not even very business oriented, but I'm stuck! I know there is something out there that I need to be doing, but I can't just figure out what. I'm not looking to become a millionaire off of whatever idea I may come up with, but I'm just hoping to have some extra cash for my spending habits. We are thankfully not so strapped for cash anymore, and it's not like I desperately need to find extra income for my family to have food on the table, but I have this itch and I want to scratch it.

I dont want to go back to the workforce or anything like that. The thought of having to do that again makes me very paranoid. I love what I do. I knew I was built to do this. I am one of those people that was made to stay at home with my kids. I love seeing my daughter smile and happy. I love coming up with different activities for her everyday, and I'm so excited to add another child to the mix, but I know I also need something that belongs to me. After playing house, school, and reading the same books all day everyday, I need a getaway. I just need to figure out what that getaway will be.