Dear Gabe,
It's been 3 years now since the worst day of my life. As each year passes, I notice I cry less, but I miss you more. I think of you each and everyday, and I always wonder how my precious boy would be like. I'm sure just as handsome as your baby brother Joaquin, and as loving as your big sister Andrea.
This year our family was able to have a HAPPY Thanksgiving. Nobody was sick, no bad news was spread. It was just a lot to be thankful. Of course for me there's a piece missing forever, but I know you are here everyday with us. I feel you in Joaquin. He won't ever be you, and you will never be him, and I don't eve want anybody to think that, but I know God tried to mend my broken heart a bit by sending us Joaquin. His hugs, his smile, his kisses, I always feel they are from him, but that you are sending your love also through him. You got to meet him before we did, and I'm sure you two caused some trouble in heaven before he was sent to us. :).
Both Andrea and Joaquin will always know they have an angel as a brother. You will never be forgotten, and you will always be a part of us no matter the years that may go by. I love you son, and I live for the day that I may finally hold you in my arms forever.
Love,
Mama
About Me
- Aby
- I'm a SAHM to my daughter Andrea. I also have a baby boy in Heaven whom I will never forget. I love playing sports, and my 2 dogs. I have an amazing husband who is definitely my better half, and above all I love God.
Oh Abby! Much love to you. I understand your circumstance. I was so broken when we lost our baby boy but I understood that my other daughter would not have been here, nor the following child. It silences the wonder for me realizing that I have two treasures that may not have been in my life. A very hard truth for any person to swallow. Much love to you and yours through the holiday season.
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