Monday, January 18, 2010

quiet days

I dont have much to report on, but I still like to come on and blog. There's nothing really new going on, and things are pretty quiet on our end. I'm still working out hardcore, and eat the right foods for the most part. LOL. Andrea's been having a cough when she falls asleep which is driving me nuts. I think she has asthma cause she starts coughing when she runs too. Sigh. I spent way to much time cleaning the house today and I'm super tired, but it's gotta get done. Gabriel has been on my mind more and more each day, and I miss him more each day, and the thought of April rolling around makes me so sad. I used to think this was going to be a great pregnancy. I would spend all winter long pregnant, and when the flowers finally started blooming and the weather was starting to get nice out I'd have a sweet little baby. It would be the perfect time to go out for a walk with Andrea, baby, and the dogs. Instead I'm just hoping to extend these cold months. I never thought I'd hear myself saying that, but the thought of warmer weather without a baby to hold breaks my heart.

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