It's Sunday

I dont have much to share today. Just went to church, and had brunch with Beto's side of the family. I'm feeling really full and tired right now. There are a lot of things going on in my mind right now. Somedays are so much better than others. My due date is getting closer and closer, and that is becoming really hard for me. More and more I wish Gabriel was here with us. I feel a lot of sadness that he isn't here with us. I feel really sad that his should be birthday is going to come and go, and there isn't going to be anything to celebrate. I wish that I had to figure out the babysitting situation for Andrea while I'm in the hospital, I wish we had to worry about the dogs being let out and fed, I wish we had to worry about sleeping arrangements once Gabriel got home. I wish we had to worry about how we are going to manage financially. Sometimes I wake up in the morning, and hope that it was all just an ugly nightmare, but with each day that passes it becomes more and more of a reality.

I hate seeing how excited Andrea gets around little babies. How much love she would have for Gabriel. I want the challenge of having 2 kids under 2. Gotta keep asking God for peace in my life.

"Un dia a la vez"!