After I lost Gabriel the Dr. told me about support groups available to me. I kept my options open, and told myself I'd give myself a few weeks to see how I was doing with things. I've decided to join the support group for families that have lost a child because of miscarriage, stillbirth, or very soon after their birth. I have found myself wanting to continuously talk about Gabe. I think a part of it is so people never forget him. I think going to a support group will help. I'm looking forward to hearing other peoples stories, and seeing how they have carried on after losing a child in this manner. I just feel like I'm drowning sometimes, but I manage to stay afloat for my beautiful Andy.
I need to live each day for her, and she's the motor in my heart that keeps me going. Gotta keep rolling, but I realize I need a little bit of help to keep rolling, and I'm not afraid to seek that help out anymore. I know Beto understands me so well, but I dont like to consume all of our conversations with the same thing. I think being able to have a set time each week to talk about him will be good for my soul. Not that I wont mention or think about Gabe the rest of the week, but I look forward to having that time. i'll keep you guys posted on how it's going.
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