tomorrow.

It's another day closer to Christmas. The shopping isn't done, and I could really care less. LOL. Andrea is got her pretty dress ready, and I hope she has fun. Beto's bday is tomorrow, and I wish I could buy him the world for all the amazing he has been not only in the last month, but throughout our relationship. I can't buy him the world, but I can shower him with lots of love. I should be going to the dr. tomorrow for my monthly visit, and to hear Gabe's heartbeat and make sure he's doing fine. Instead there isn't any Dr. to visit, and there is no heartbeat to listen to. All there is an angel up in heaven and lots of tears to cry. What a perfect day it should be, dr. appt, bday lunch for the hubby, and just hanging out and having fun.

We will still have lunch and fun, but it's like a big part of us is gone. I just want Christmas to be over. I hope and pray to God that 2010 brings us so many more smiles and just better luck. That's all I've got for today. I know tomorrow may be a longer blog. thanks to everyone that takes the time to read my gibberish. :)