empty brain

Don't have much to say today. It was a quiet day of cleaning and babysitting. I did my first day of the 30 day shred, and it kicked my arse. I'm so out of shape right now it's ridiculous, but that will be a different story real soon. I think I did well in my food choices today too, so I'm really happy with that.

I bathed Andrea tonight, and I love to watch her just play in the water. She gets such a huge kick out of it. It always puts a smile on my face, and is the perfect ending to any day. She always lights up my life, and I thank God so much for her.

I dont have much to say tonight, but I gotta say that everything is a reminder of what things should be like. As I watched Andy bathe tonight, and have a blast in the shower I couldn't help but wonder what it would be like to have two children cracking up in that tub. I wondered what Gabe would be like. I wondered if he'd just be the boy version of Andy. I guess that is just going to be the story of my life. One child here always bringing joy to my life, and another up in heaven leaving me wondering what he would be like.