An update

An update on what? LOL, I guess on everything. Last week was miserable for me on the weight loss. I didn't lose an ounce despite my continued workout and healthy eating. It sucked, but I figured I had to slow down at some point. I completely went against all my hard work yesterday, and pigged out. I dont feel bad for having totally pigged out during Super Bowl, but I felt physically ill this morning. My body just isn't used to all that junk anymore. I learned my lesson very quickly. So back to my boot camp I go this week, and get back on track with crap.

Andy has a speech evaluation tomorrow morning. I'm kind of excited at the prospect of perhaps getting her speech jump started. She really doesn't say much aside from "mama" and "papa". She's so bright in every other aspect though that it's hard for me to really be worried. It can't hurt to have an extra push though. We'll see what they say tomorrow.

As you can see I updated my blog a bit. I added a picture of my family, minus the dogs. Maybe I'll stick them in here somewhere tomorrow. The one picture I really wish I had is of Gabriel. The more time passes by, the more I wish I had a picture of him aside from my ultrasound pictures. I really wish I had a real physical image of him. I wish I had just one picture to add to our little family pic even if it was of him already sleeping forever. I really wish I had something. I even wish I had asked the doctor to print out that last ultrasound image when we found he was already gone. I know it sounds super morbid, but that's the last image I have of my son. He was still safe inside my belly, and even though he was already gone, he still was very much alive inside of me for a few more days to me. I guess all I can do is leave what he would of looked like to my imagination. I love my babies so much.