I miss you

I miss you like crazy right now Gabe. I didnt think summer would be such a difficult time. As busy as I have been these last few weeks, I miss you more and more through all the chaos. I want you to be part of all these events, of all these good times. I want my chaos to be figuring out how to handle two kids under 2. It breaks my heart to watch your sister get so excited around babies, and I can only imagine how she would be around you. I love you so much, and I will never forget you.