Thanksgiving week

It's here again. It snuck up on me this year, and I've got such mixed emotions about it. This week will also mark the one year anniversary of learning that Gabriel was no longer with us. Thanksgiving was non-existent to me last year. I wanted to just hide under a rock, and never come out. This year I have a million things to be thankful for, but I still miss my baby, and just the thought of him being gone for a year already breaks my heart all over again. I hope to have a lot more smiles this year at the Thanksgiving table, but I know he will always be a beautiful memory in the back of my head. We shall see how this week treats us.