catching up

Wow! I took a two day break from blogging. I've been pretty busy and tired lately. Where do I begin? LOL. Well, the working out and stuff is going well. As you saw in my last blog I've officially shed the first 10 lbs of this journey, and that felt so good. I've been doing pretty with my eating habits, but I did cheat a bit yesterday. I had a slice of birthday cake pie from Baker's Square. it was like a mouth orgasm. LMAO!!!! That stuff was delicious. I did pay the price this morning with my workouts though. I pushed myself to the limits, and than some today, and damn it I feel so good. I'm on top of the world right now, and nothing can stop me. I have such motivation in me right now, and I hope to never lose that. I have an angel in heaven that keeps me going everyday.

You remember those bottled up feelings I was talking about the other day? Well, they are no longer bottled up, and I've let them out. I talked things through, and everything is all good now, and we are moving forward in this life. That feels really good too.

You know, I think Gabe's death has given me a bit of a thicker skin, and some extra guts to go out and express what I feel. To often I would just keep my mouth shut or keep my feelings to myself to avoid confrontation. Not anymore, now I know I need to say what I need to say sometimes.

So anyway, I've been looking up a bunch of healthy recipes to make for my family, and I came across a whole wheat pizza dough recipe. I tried it out tonite, and I think it's a winner. I have to tweak a few things, but perfection will be mine next time. I also came across a homemade pizza sauce recipe from Chef Mommy's blog, and tried it out with my dough. Can you say delicious? My house smells amazing right about now. I put Italian Turkey sausage to keep it lean with a bunch of different veggies. I think it's an excellent pizza w/o making it so unhealthy. It definitely curbs my pizza cravings, and if I can make this twice a month I think I can go a long time w/o having the fatty pizza from the pizza joints. I'm really proud of this recipe. Come to think of it I'm really proud and happy with a lot of things in my life right now. God is good, and my son is with him watching over me.