I live with the man, and he wants me to blog tonight even though I wasn't planning on it so I'll make something up for him. LOL. I guess I'll just tell you about my day.
I went to see my doctor for the very last time today. She is moving to Boston in 3 weeks, and I'm really sad about this. She was an amazing doctor, and I never felt like just another patient with her. She was really sensitive towards things, and she always respected my wishes, and never second guessed anything I said. We just chit chatted about little things, and we wished each other luck.
I got to her office a few minutes early, and it was a little odd sitting in the waiting room for so long. This was my second time there since losing Gabe so it wasn't totally new. Andrea kept me busy for a while, but I kept reliving the day we were there for the big ultrasound, and I just kept wondering how different that day was supposed to feel. There was a couple that came out from the big u/s, and were sitting there waiting to see their doctor next. I was glad to see that their ultrasound had gone as planned, but it was painful to watch at the same time.
When we were told the news we were escorted back to my doctors office through the back where you normally aren't allowed. Kind of to keep your from having to see everyone out there, and I'm sure to keep the pregnant women from seeing you so upset also. God how I wish this whole thing was a big bad dream, but it's reality. All I went in for was to get more blood drawn out, and make sure my levels are down which I know they are because I got my period already.
Oh, and support group was canceled cause of the snow. Umm yea it snowed like 3 inches not 30 people. No need to get your undies all bunched up over 3 inches. Anyway, I hope it's on next week.
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